i had an accident a couple of days ago with ax.

but both of us is ok..

but i wondered..

why did the accident happen..

made a hole in my leg..

maybe because i was thinking too much..

hmm

well..

as advice..

when you think..

dont drive..

when you drive..

dont think..

hahah

you can make a change!

peace out!

sam!

^_^

baby blue eyes.

baby blue eyes...

My eyes are no good without her..

i might just be blind without her..

the way she talks i'll never doubt her..

when she moves somehow she creeps into my dreams..

she's a doll,a chick,a winner..

im inlove and im no beginner..

i just understand the words she say...

baby,baby blue eyes..

stay with me by my side..

through the morning..

through the night...

well baby stand here and get a hold on my side..

close your baby blue eyes...

cause im the only when there by your side..

ill put her on my back..

when she can't stand..

i want her to think im a better man..

for trying to do the best than any man can..

she stand's up and she always fall..

i let her think she's a "know it all"..

because whatever she does wrong...

it seems so right..

my mind dont believe her..

but my heart is damn sure about her..

i just can't get her out off my mind..

every moment feels right..

and i may feel like a fool..

for loving a girl like you..

i swear ive been there..

i know i've done that..

ill do what ever it takes..

just to see those...

baby blue eyes...

a holiday poem i guess..

ive been looking out my window..

and hanging around town..

and im wishing you could see what im seeing too..

ive been counting down the days..

but not trying to get so excited..

because i know you wont be there..

iv'e been good this year..

and all i want is for you to be here..

all my gifts can wait..

i dont believe in santa clause but i believe in us..

this little holiday..

THE SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.

Nadia^_^

Intan Kirana<3

Wafa=')

AX"bff"

(AD,Apyz,Mimie,Vegas)

(Vegas,ONE,Fat Head,Ax,ME,Apyz,Kamarul,AD)

Nadia Bt Abd Rahman ^^

Amira Syafiqa Bt Nordin^o^

Nur Aina Afifah!

farah athirah!-_-

huhu!

i found my lil'sweet princess!hahaha!

this is my lil'sis!

her name is nadia!

and i love her!

so much..

she always makes me smile..

she makes me laugh all day long..

she has the same fate as i do..

she understand's me like i understand her..

she a perfect girl..

only an idiot wouldnt fall inlove with her..

like you guys!

hahahaha!

so love my lil'sister!

love her now!

hahah!

i dreamt about her one day..

she's going to be there everytime i need her..

she'll be there when i cry..

she'll be there when im damn glad..

she'll be there when im so happy..

and she'll be there when i find love..

and ill be there when she needs me..

 iloveyousygs!

<3

i met a girl..and fell inlove..again.."I.K"

this is her.....

her name is dolly!

(Intan Kirana bt Abd Razak)

i found her on the 5th of june..

i was walking along the mall with my bud's..

until my eyes caught her..

my friend was talking to her..

and i went trough the line..

and said"hey!whats up?"

then they said"NOTHING!"

hahahaha..

then i said to her"hey!whats your name?"

and she answered..

"kirana,intan kirana.."

then i saw her beautifull laugh..

the other two days..

i asked her out for a drink..

and she said yes..

i was so happy..

we laughed the whole day..

it was a wonderfull..

that was the day i fell inlove with her..

when she laugh's..

she smiles..

she does all her cute faces..

hahah..

i was so inlove..

it was funny..

for a guy like me could fall inlove in just two days..

then...

after a coouple of weeks later..

i gave her flowers..

teddy bears..

i started calling her dolly..

she startde calling me teddy..

it was sweet..

but time aftr time..

things are never going to be perfect..

no matter how hard i try to make it..

my best friend fell inlove with her..

but things are getting harder..

i made my decision..

to go far away..

so far away not even one off my friends could find me..

ill fight my way through..

ill make it to the end..

ill never stop..

ill love her with my heart..

but all that i see is..

she could never love me as much as i do for her..

im giving up..

everything that i ever wanted..

for her sake..

for everyone's happyness..

nothing last's forever..

so does true love..

i used to be someone who really believes in true love..

because once upon a time...

a girl thought me about true love..

wich i will never regret to know about..

what true love can do to you..

even kill you..

or even make you fly..

but i never knew until one day..

love never stops making me cry..

a story of sadness and sorrow.

this girl is siti wafa bt awal amir hamzah.
she was my first true love.
but shes happy now..
with a new life,
a new love,
a new start,
a past wich i used to be in..


It all started when i was fifteen.
i found her name on my cousin's fon..
and suddenly im all inlove with the name..
so interested in getting to know her..
and when i do get to know her..
she was already inlove with someone else..
but i never gave up yet..
i waited for almost three months..
and that guy left her..
so i caught the chance to comfort her..
i tried my best to keep her warm..
healed her heart..
stop the bleeding..
remove the scar's..
and both of us fell inlove..
and one day i asked her to be mine.
and she said"IF YOU WANT ME,SHOW ME WHY SHOULD I  ACCEPT YOU?,ASK ME TO BE YOURS FACE TO FACE."
So that night..
i sneaked out of my house..
get my bike to subang jaya.
i went to her house..
usj3/4v house NO.1
and i called and said..
"open your window i got a suprise"
and she opened the window..
and see me standing there..
and i said..
"now will you be mine miss wafa?"
and with so much love...
she said..
"yes!"
i jumped and jumped all around her house..
and i went straight back home,with happiness all over my heart..


after a month of loving..
hugging,
kissing,
dreaming,
and many more..
i was sure we were deeply inlove..
we danced together in the rain..
we kissed in the middle of the crowd..
we never cared about anything else..
we just loved each other so much..
we never fought thoe..
every two weeks we would see each other...
because of our distance..
and everytime i send her home..
i would cry to show her that everytime i see her is a special day of my life..
no matter what people said i never cared..
because i know she wont leave me no matter what..


there was this one night..
i brought her to a concert in bukit jalil..
and we went home late..
so when we arrived at the bus station./.
there weren't any buses left..
so we had to walk home..
she was damn tired..
so asked her to climb over my back..
and i walked all the way to her house..
we sit at the park for a while..
we looked at the stars together..
we picked stars..
and she said..
"your so nice to me b,iloveyousomuch"
and i said
"of course laa im your bf,ofcourse im going to be nice to you stupid!"
and she kissed my lips..
adn she cried..
it was strange that night..
so strange..

and then after a couple of months later..
i went to penang..
for just a week..
and i left my fon at home..
and when i got back..
she was different..
her voice was never the same..
and i asked..
"is there something you want to tell me baby?"
and she said..
"actually,there is.."
and she said..
"my love for you is starting to fade,its not the same."
i asked her why..
she said with full of sorrow..
"im inlove with another guy sam.."
i just shut the fuck up...
and said..
"ill see you tommorow and we'll have a long talk ok."
and she said..
"ok."

so i met her the next day..
and she told me everything about the guy she was inlove with..
the guy sounds ten times more better than me..
but i loved her so much..
all i did that day..
was..
cry..
and cry..
i fall down to my knees..
i beged her to not leave me..
i put my head down on the grass..
it was embarrasing..
but i didnt give a damn anymore..
i was so inlove..
but she just said..
"im sorry sam,i dont love you,not anymore..go home..pls go.."
i get up on my feet..
and she fell down on her knees and cried..
when she went home..
i followed..
and i watched her at her window..
until night falls..
and when she noticed i was there..
it rains..
and i just when straight home..
that day was the last day i ever saw her face..
and from that day on..
my heart is broken..
i cried straight for three days..
non-stop..
my eye sight went wrong...
and lastly..
she called..
and asked me to move on..
and my decision was..
to move on..
and be friends with her..
the end..